I have wrestled with whether I should write about
generosity and money. Part of the reason it has been so hard for me to get up
the courage is because my husband and I have been in a season of support
raising for our ministry. I was afraid of what people might think if I would
share my thoughts. Maybe they would think that I just wanted money for myself
and my ministry. Maybe they would think I was trying to manipulate people into
giving to us. Now I see how selfish those thoughts were. As if the entire world
revolves around us and what we are doing. God is bigger than the things we say,
and he can work through the foolish things we say, as well as the wise things.
Another part of me that didn’t want to write it, is
that it is so against what most people think of when it comes to generosity. A
lot of people adhere to the 10% tithe, but few go above and beyond that and
give everything they have to Jesus in order to follow Jesus. More importantly,
I think few, including myself, understand completely that it is the heart that matters not the amount. A third reason I was
scared of writing about this is I felt that maybe I wasn’t wise enough on this
subject. I’m sure there are people who know more about this subject and who
have studied it more than me and are better Bible scholars (or they are
actually Bible Scholars). That is true. There are people better qualified to
talk about this. The mistake I made for months is that with all of these reasons I let my
anxiety rule ahead of the Holy Spirit’s leading to write about this. Even now I can feel myself worrying about what people will think when they read this.
The truth is, I have learned a lot while support
raising and it wasn’t all easy and I wasn't always graceful. We started the process saying that we wouldn’t
judge people for what they did or did not give. Although it is something good
to strive for, I think we forgot that we are only human when we said that. I
have seen people who give without abandon, even though I think that they maybe
cannot afford it. I have seen people give nothing, even when I think they can
afford to give more. Honestly, I have made a lot of assumptions about people
that I realize are hypocritical. I had a plank in my own eye, while I was
judging others. First of all, I would like to make an apology for those
thoughts. I realize now that I have not been living in complete abandon to God
with regards to my pride. Sure, we are selling our house, we are going to sell
our car, we sold or gave away almost all of our stuff, but my heart was holding
on to things still, holding on to pride about this issue, and I was not
following God with complete abandon.
One thing that caused the wheels to turn about this
matter for me was a discussion my husband and I had this morning. We were
talking about generosity and giving and the different ways that missionaries
raise support. Without going into too much detail about our discussion, we
ended up looking up some statistics about giving to missions and the unreached (people who have never heard the Good News of Jesus Christ and do not have the opportunity). Here are a few of
the most eye-opening ones we found:
Annual Income of all
Church Members: $42 trillion.
(Annual income of
Evangelical Christians is approximately $7 trillion.)
Given to any Christian
causes: $700 billion.
Given to
Missions: $45 billion (only about 6.4% of the
money given to Christian causes of any kind)
- HOW CHRISTIAN GIVING IS
USED:
Pastoral ministries of
local churches (mostly in Christian nations): $677
billion (96.8%)
"Home Missions"
in same Christian nations: $20.3 billion
(2.9%)
Going to Unevangelized
Non-Christian world: $2.1 billion (.3%) *This is
different than "Unreached"
Money that goes toward
Unreached Peoples: *Estimated $450 million
*In 2001 only 1% of giving to
"Missions" went to unreached - if that trend holds true today it
would be $450 million.
The $450 million going
toward Unreached People Group's is only .001% of the $42 trillion Income of
Christians. For every $100,000 that Christians make, they give $1 to the
unreached.
(http://www.thetravelingteam.org/stats/)
I wanted to make this list more concise, but
I feel like the statistics speak too loudly to do that.
Why is the church giving so little?
I am not sure where these numbers came from, but even
if they are only somewhere in the ballpark of accuracy, they are extremely
convicting to me. One of the quotes in the article explained it very well: “Until
recently, Americans gave less money to reach the unreached than they spent
buying Halloween costumes...for their pets.”
Something is wrong with how much Christian’s give.
The main passage that has been very convicting for me
the last few weeks is below. It is so counter-cultural. Safety and security in
finances is the culture. People think it is foolish to sell everything and give
it to the poor. But Jesus said this type of devotion was needed to follow him.
And someone came to Him
and said, "Teacher, what good thing shall I do that I may obtain eternal
life?" And He said to him, "Why are you asking Me about what is good?
There is only One who is good; but if you wish to enter into life, keep the
commandments." Then he said to Him,
"Which ones?" And Jesus said, "You shall not commit murder; You
shall not commit adultery; You shall not steal; You shall not bear false
witness; Honor your father and mother; and You shall love your neighbor as
yourself." The young man said to
Him, "All these things I have kept; what am I still lacking?" Jesus
said to him, "If you wish to be complete, go and sell your possessions and
give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow
Me." But when the young man heard
this statement, he went away grieving; for he was one who owned much property.
(Matthew 19:16-22)
I once told a group of people that I thought it was
right to “give until it hurts.” The response I got back was a lot of silence
and some uncomfortable looks. I don’t know what they were thinking in that
moment. But the response caused me to think about what I said more. Do I truly
believe that it is wise to give until it hurts? The answer I came to was no. It
is not wise. At least, it is not wise if you are thinking from a perspective
that adheres to the culture we live in. In fact, it looks foolish to give up all my
earthly possessions. To put the poor and the Good News of Jesus Christ before
yourself and your family looks foolish. It may seem foolish to give up all I
have. But I was never promised that following Jesus would look wise to those
around me.
For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom, and the
weakness of God is stronger than human strength. (1 Corinthians 1:25)
This foolishness is
the foolishness that goes way beyond the 10% tithe. Jesus blessed a woman
because she gave out of her poverty, while those around her only gave out of
their surplus.
And He sat down opposite the treasury, and began observing how the people were putting money
into the treasury; and many rich people were putting in large sums. A poor widow came and put in two small copper coins,
which amount to a cent. Calling His disciples to Him, He said to them, “Truly I say to you, this poor widow put in more than all the
contributors to the treasury; for they all put in out of their surplus, but she,
out of her poverty, put in all she owned, all she had to live on.”
(Mark 12:41-44)
I have wrestled with this: Is there any balance
between security in finances and giving up everything for Jesus? Should we really
give everything we have to follow Him? What about my family? Isn't it my duty
to make sure they have food to eat? Jesus seems very clear to me on this
matter, he takes care of even the sparrows, so he will not let my family starve
if I give up everything for Him. It is not my duty and has never been my duty
to provide the food that we eat. It has always been God taking care of us. I
have never been able to control a steady income in my family. We could have
been fired from our job(s). I wouldn’t have had control over that. Yes, the basic duty for my husband and I is to care for our family and work at our jobs, to get the food for our family once God
provides, but ultimately He is the provider. So why not give up everything I
have to follow him? If I truly trust Him, that He will take care of me and my
family, then I can truly trust that He will provide.
Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor
gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much
more than they? (Matthew 6:26)
This looks like
complete foolish abandon to me. Abandon that is willing to give up everything
in order to follow Christ. This is abandon that starts with a change of heart
and is unafraid of the future that may involve a lack of finances. It is foolish
to us, but this is what God calls us to do and to Him it is wisdom.
One of the last
driving points that I would like to get across here is that we are just
stewards. All of our money, our possessions, all of it, is already God’s. It is
from Him that we have received abundance, and if it all is His anyway, then why
not give back to God? Like the poor widow, why not give back to God out of our
times of poverty as well as our times of abundance and still trust that he will
provide?
And so I ask myself,
and anyone reading this, who are you like? Be honest with yourself. Are you
more like the rich young ruler, who went away sad when Jesus told him He must
sell everything to follow Christ? Or are you the poor widow who gave all she
had in complete devotion to God, despite any worries that she had about putting
food on her table? Are you willing to give up everything to follow Jesus? Are
you willing to give until it hurts?
We are rich. I can guarantee,
that if you are reading this post and you have had a meal today or are planning
to have a meal or have the means to have a meal and you are going to sleep under a roof tonight, you are a lot richer than most people in the majority world. So today, I leave
you with this passage which Paul wrote to Timothy and I ask you to consider how
this principle applies to your life.
Instruct those who are rich in this present world not to be conceited
or to fix their hope on the uncertainty of riches, but on God, who richly
supplies us with all things to enjoy. Instruct them to do good,
to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share, storing up for themselves the
treasure of a good foundation for the future, so that they may take hold of that
which is life indeed. (1 Timothy 6:17-19)